"I hope she'll be a fool--that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."

Grace,charm and beauty..

                   

You could describe me as a women of excessive charm, appealing fashion and beauty. I am originally from Louisville and was raised in a fairly wealthy family. I tend to love wearing white flowing dresses, I feel as though I am pure and free. If your ever looking for me, I would search the nearest celebration or party. I may be the only one dancing away in the middle of the dance floor. I do however have one confession, I had a fling with the wonderful Jay Gatsby back when he was shipped off to war in Europe. Oh I could of waited for him, although I became bored and impatient. So I had no choice of course, I started to date other men and that's when I fell in love with Tom Buchanan. I did marry the man however, I still am not certain if I have done the right thing. How will I ever know? It's not that I am unhappy with Tom as I enjoy what my marriage brings, I like being wealthy and having great social importance. Shortly after I married Tom, we drifted to different places happily in love until eventually we decided to move to East egg, New york.

Our happily ever after?

Ever since we have been here, my second cousin once removed Nick Carraway came to visit Tom and I. Oh I was in superb happiness to see Nick, he reminded me of a beautiful rose. I welcomed him with a kiss and introduced him to my friend Jordan Baker. If I had my way I would unite Nick and Jordan together in marriage. As Nick and I were relaxing in the afternoon, I had come to conclusions he was never at my wedding. Eventually Nick invited me over to his house about a week after he arrived. He asked me to come alone and I was confused to understand why. I walked into his house and instantly fell in love with the flowers scattered in different places. Oh they were white my absolute favourite colour. I started to smell the bouquets and there was a mirror on the wall above. In that moment it took me back  to eight years ago. Jay Gatsby, there he was just standing there. I was in complete shock although it felt like a great surprise,almost like an unimaginable dream. Could it be true, my first love? The memories ran through my head as I captured each image looking in his deep blue eyes. My, oh my. I was speechless what words could be spoken at this point in time, I didn't have a clue but all I knew was he hadn't changed.

Headed back to a moment in time..

Jay invited me to his mansion along side of Nick's home. As we toured through his stunning home, I was flattered by pink clouds and beautiful shirts. As I watched Gatsby throw the shirts out of his closet I sat down and began to cry. I really couldn't understand why I wept but it could very well be because I felt as though I could be happier with Jay than I was with Tom. At first it was awkward talking to Jay, but as time went on and it was just him and I, things felt perfect. I was amazed by the photos and write-ups he had saved that were all about me. I wore out so many slippers from attending balls. Jay started to confront me about why I married Tom in the first place. I explained to him how he rode off in uniform breaking my heart with his impossible love. He told me I should have listened to his letter, may be I should have. He asked me why I didn't wait for him and I hesitated but simply said rich girls don't marry poor boys Jay. I soon as I realized what I said I began to cry. I knew I shouldn't have said it but it was the truth. Plus at that time Jay was poor, he was searching for wealth and after meeting Tom my choice seemed unquestionable.  

When I am with him I am thinking of you..

Oh it's only been a day since I've seen Jay last, and I cannot get him out of my mind. When I look at Tom I just see Jay's face. The thought runs through my mind constantly everyday whether or not I married the right man. I would like to tell someone about my feelings as they are eating me up inside. If I told Jordan I wonder if she would tell Nick? If Nick knew about this it may very well get back to Tom. My head is so jumbled, I am only one woman what can I do. I have to let these feelings flow? Something soon just has to give. We are on our way into town today and I decided to ride with Jay. Tom was a little curious as to why I went with Jay but he took Nick and Jordan along with him. My feelings only get stronger riding in the car with Jay, oh he makes my heart sing and he is such a good looking man. Any other girl would love to have him as their own. I believe we are going to catch a movie in a bit but for now I am just going to enjoy the ride and let my feelings run free.

Myrtle Wilson killed in car accident late last night..

 

Oh I am so sad and depressed, the newspaper heading above tells the story. How could this have possibly happened to me. I would never dream in a million years for this awful incident to happen. On the way home from town, I decided that I would drive Jay's car. He was with me though, I had been in a little day dream about what happened ever since I laid eyes on Jay again. We had been driving a little ways, when I seen a shadow falling into my head lights. I didn't think much of it as I could only faintly see a silhouette. But all of a sudden, it ran out right in front of the car, I had no where to go, and on top of that I had no time to do so. That was it I had committed a murder. There was nothing what so ever I could do about it. Everyone thinks it was Jay, but they don't understand it was me driving. Tom and I are planning to leave the area now. I'll never be the same Daisy Buchanan ever again. My life is completely ruined what do I have to live for now? The pain is unbearable as I think of George and how he is suffering. We are leaving in about an hour out of this horrible disaster, moving out of East egg.