When I am with him I am thinking of you..

Oh it's only been a day since I've seen Jay last, and I cannot get him out of my mind. When I look at Tom I just see Jay's face. The thought runs through my mind constantly everyday whether or not I married the right man. I would like to tell someone about my feelings as they are eating me up inside. If I told Jordan I wonder if she would tell Nick? If Nick knew about this it may very well get back to Tom. My head is so jumbled, I am only one woman what can I do. I have to let these feelings flow? Something soon just has to give. We are on our way into town today and I decided to ride with Jay. Tom was a little curious as to why I went with Jay but he took Nick and Jordan along with him. My feelings only get stronger riding in the car with Jay, oh he makes my heart sing and he is such a good looking man. Any other girl would love to have him as their own. I believe we are going to catch a movie in a bit but for now I am just going to enjoy the ride and let my feelings run free.